I have decided to perhaps keep this blog. It makes you feel like you can say anything. I am disappointed in the progress my husband is making, he had another stroke and they told him they can’t fix the problem, but they have given him a ton of blood thinners to prevent another stroke. I know it is petty but he seems to be sinking into apathy and I find it irritating. I am as supportive as I can be, but self pity in anyone is unattractive, but especially in the person who is suppose to be helping me toward our mutual goals. I take him to doctor appointments and try to be supportive but I may not be the person I thought I was, because I am resentful and irritable with his constant worrying. I know how horrible this sounds without a doubt, but it is how I feel.
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